Sunday

looking back on my last six years of living in New York, i notice what i have less of, and what i have more of.

in Chicago, where i lived for many years, i had a lot of space.  after graduating from the Art Institute, my first studio space was 3,000 square feet.  18 years later, i worked in a 9,000 square foot studio in a newly remodeled factory building, in a great neighborhood with a terrific landlord.  living in Brooklyn, i have a table, some shelves, and a storage space.

in New York, i have extra time.  instead of driving myself to work, i commute on the subway.  it takes about 30 minutes each way.  in the morning there are so many people, that sometimes i feel lucky even to find a place to hold on.  but no matter how crowded the train, i always find the space to get out my book and loose myself in a story.  on the way home i might get a seat, and then i pull out my knitting.  so i like to think i have about an hour of free time a day to pursue my hobbies.  

the first couple of years i lived here were during a very difficult period of my life.  i needed to literally remake myself in every way.  i had time to reflect on this recently while knitting on my way to work.  i had lost the spacious studio i mentioned earlier, so making things became almost impossible the way i was accustomed to.  i took up hand knitting.  hand knitting requires no special space or equipment, merely time.  i had been designing for the hand loom for years, but always with someone else in mind, and with someone else producing the actual pieces.  hand knitting was personal.  i could make whatever i wanted to, no one had to like it, and i only had to make one.  this was a different kind of space that i had not had since college.